After the ups come the downs, right? Sigh. (See last post for the "up.")
So, I don't know about you, but it seems to me that sometimes something "bad" happens (as I perceive it), and I feel like I am hanging on to life (sometimes just barely), but then something else really small happens that just topples me over the edge into insanity.
Something happened this week, something really upsetting, and I'm not sure what I'm going to do about it. I'm definitely on edge, and having a difficult time eating (and at times barely functioning). But then, the library emailed me to let me know that a dvd is overdue that I KNOW I took back to the library, and it's like WHOOP! Insanity. Either give me the crappy thing that happened or the dvd the library can't find, but not both. That's too much to handle.
(P.S. I really am going to be okay. I just recognize this weird quirk in my personality - of letting one little thing feel like it's driving me over the edge. But then time goes on, and the course of life makes little changes, and I feel all right once again.)